Nooo Freaking Way

I haven’t mentioned it here, but I’ve been slightly concerned. My period is more than a week late. I feel like I’ve been PMS’ing. I know I’ve been hormonal as hell. I’ve even been a little crampy. Still, not even a hint of the period I was expecting to arrive. I’m just past my “mid 30’s”, now. I’m too young for menopause. I’m also not exactly prepared to be pregnant, again. My period is always like clockwork, though. I’ve kept track, through an app on my phone, for years. This is the first time it’s been off. I haven’t taken any pregnancy tests. Adam is aware, because he knows my cycle, probably better than I do. Still, I’m convinced it’s got to be a weird month. Maybe I’m messed up because of Jackie and my sister? I should probably go ahead and schedule a doctors visit. I guess I’m in denial, right now. Neither of the options explaining my period’s absence are particularly appealing, to me. All I know, is this is not at all “normal” for me.

Justin and Jackie came over. We played cornhole, out back. Jackie and I won, of course. I found a bird nest, up under our deck, that had baby birds in it.

Adam lifted me, so I could see if any baby birds were inside the nest. Sure enough, there were some in there.

It’s barely 7:00pm, and I’m exhausted. Yet another reason I’m concerned. This is certainly not like me. I’m absolutely convinced this is just a weird hormonal thing. There’s no way I could be pregnant. No freaking way…

5 thoughts on “Nooo Freaking Way

  1. Well what did the prego test say??? Many are holding their breath for the result. I myself am turning bright blue.PLEAZE let us know b_4 I pass smooth out 🙂

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  2. Hon, if you are close to 35 years old you can be in the early stages of menopause, I was thirty five when I started my menopause and was completely finished by the time I was 55 years old. Also, I was 34 when I had my first child (daughter). My sister just older than me had a baby boy when she was in her early 30’s she had twin girls when she was 16 almost 17 and then no other children until the girls were 13 years old and she had her son. So it’s very possible you could be pregnant or starting menopause. I couldn’t believe I was starting menopause when I did so I got a pamphlet to check on it. That’s how I found out I could be starting menopause and finally went to the doctor to make sure. My prayers are with you in either case. Being pregnant in your 30’s can be more difficult than normal. Please make sure you see your doctor. God bless you. 🙏

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    1. I just DoorDash’d a darned pregnancy test… I don’t know whether to hope I’m pregnant, or just getting OLD?! All the women in my family were well into their 50’s before they had any menopause issues?? Ugh.

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